The Cats Meow

Oh what u thought I was done with photos? Cmon son..freelance photography or as other fun ppl would like to call it..GoogleImages lol. Anyway..looks who's back, and got her yarn in hand, but your face tho..much cuter when ur smiling cutie.......lol no not rolling your eyes..look, like this..=)

 

Excellenttttt, ok..let's work
So..peep the evolution of this, this new outlook attained, the opinion formed, better yet...the conceived notion after the approach (which was amazingly put together btw). It cleared tension, it reconnected spirits if we're lookin at it from the highest possible point of consciousness (go..take that trip to your penthouse with that idea in mind, you're totally the VIP of everywhere beyond the top layer of your skin), and above all..it answered questions, but that's the fun in this whole situation, spideysense sweetheart..what I know is that with every 1answer given, 2questions followed. Think etymology for a moment..path2understanding, ongoing journey..rite? I'm as infinite as the internet, the root word of question is QUEST..lolnicee
Its infinite..that's life, literally. The universe is ever expanding, new ish happens by the second, like..the internet happened 23times just now..and then some. And that's how we have to approach this part of our journey..which we're gonna speak on..right now.


So kitty decides..know what? I ain't even messin wit this..wana play this game? Play with someone else..and that's the fun again, because everyones playing. Not to emphasize the idea of complaining but really..this is all a huge silent conversation we're all having whether we decide to acknowledge it or not..the "Like" system, "Sharing", "Retweeting", photos, comments, posts, videos.....all ways for us to convey some type of message displaying agreeance or the contradiction.."oh, spidey must be really religious because he likes yolanda adams, and I shared her song, so we have that in common"
And on the other side
"Oh, spidey is soo blasphemous, because he talks about God like they was kickin it last night sippin moscato and lightin incents"
Maybe "lol kitty swear she nice, tuh..lmaospiderbites..das why superman has a weakness, and only girls and lionesses like weak prey..lemme write that down"
Or.."lol song quotes vs bible verses, thisss could get interesting"......especially for mutuals, because then..not only are they (or at least the more intelligent parts of our crowd) thinking in the back of their own minds "is this some kind of epic showdown between spidey and kitty?"

But then..realistically, the belief of whatever world they decided to put their faith in, just got a second opinion for the day..or third, or fourth...for the week, 10th for the month, but who counts that many times when God is speaking to them? Idk about you..but the "God is that you?" feeling hits me around the second time said situation comes from said event, everyone has it differently, my spideysense is still in development lol..
But my point here is that the conversation has to be had..WE ARE TALENT..gifted wordsmiths, we can deliver a message, nerves and cells inside of an electromagnetic field..sound is vibration, we're vibratory creatures as human beings...we deliver a feeling! Thru silence..but our voices are heard loud and clear by anybody that decides to pay attention to us for about 30seconds. Whether they agree with you, disagree with me, or vice versa..the public service in this is literally spreading the word of CHRIST, and that is the mission right? This is why youth depts of churches promote themselves on social networks right?
And then truly..I'll let u repeat where exactly its at but, doesn't it say that we should consider ourselves blessed to find ourselves in continuous service? I am...only, sayin.
(Sigh)..now you understand that I've never had the mind to sway yours away from what you believe..but you're here, RIGHT NOW, and you and I both know that you're ignoring that fearfully ignorant voice in your head that urged you not to enter our realm of what's turned into some sort of dualistic compromise, I think you and I can at least reach some kind of commonground on the forefront or...surface, that we like to use as our stage. Ur here..and who's to say that God being infinite and everything isn't attempting to tell u that its ok? Ur book? Your environment? Your internal fear of being judged by others and yourself? Sweetheart that's what we like to call the ego..which isn't all that bad, and should be embraced in moderation. But that's for an entirely different segment..

In the meanwhile, I honor your silence..believe me I do, and I truly believe that we can totally coincide and coexist at the same time..being obvious feels like the one problem with us on stage..and im here to tell u, im here to promise you...we'll remain in stealth, your secret identity remaining a secret is just as important on my side as it is on yours, and of course the vice versa..some might have an idea, but it doesn't become fact until it becomes obvious..and we're smarter than that co-host=p. So, lets keep it fun..lets keep it cool..and lets keep it inspirational, because I see your work, It shouldn't be hindered because of some kind of fear...our spirit didn't come equipped with fear, our egos brought us that, and fear is only cool when its overcame, verydeepkindasorta.
til next time right?

Meanwhile..

So..with great power, yaddayadda. We know..and we're working to live up to the expectations of the great responsibilities that I've taken on. Like saving the day..and vibing at an up tempo frequency when I'm around new and regularly seen civies..that's civilians for the herospeak impaired. Meanwhile keeping in mind that my wording totally affects the minds of generations. I feel that I've been doin a good job thus far..so let's begin

Keepin it brief today, lol or not. I wasn't even gonna drop anything for a while...really kinda just freestylin this on the keys, thought crossed my mind to keep you and them intrigued enuff to remember that the next big thing is gonna happen, and by that I mean the next installment on the approach.
Meanwhile, dealing with taking on the ego in different venues from the physical plane all the way to walking directly into the ego's comfort zone..the "stage" if u will.
Since ur such a good sport, what I can do for u is explain in so many words exactly what all of this is pretty much..
One side spidey, cause my word game is literally infuriating to some..and only because of the effect it could have on a mass of ppl, THIS IS FACT! There are unstable minds that just aren't able to comprehend fully..and some other unstable minds that have more access to destructive tools than I do..so id just be opening a bigger can of worms and being a bad guy if I went to attempt to inspire them. "its not censorship as much as its damage control" nobody wants a riot on their hands..why would I save a day I messed up in the first place? I rather just not mess up the day.
Other side Blacksuit..and I kno how long you've been rockin, so if u think back, then you'll recall a lot of blacksuit chat in aimaways. I Put the idea of the blacksuit away for a while because the whole testosterone thing was rly startin to ufck with me...realrap, had I continued with such little experience in that mindstate, then I would have ended up a baby father, or in some kind of wild ass melodrama with no control over what took place...now times have changed, and I can drop those thoughts here, and its not evil or bad or negative..its just being able to promote what I've learned in my meanwhiles.

We like to think we have privacy..but then like to say things like "6degrees of seperation" or "we're all connected whether we like it or not" so..really? Privacy? Get over yourself..realest facts say that at first we ain't even care about the flesh the way we do now..it was only after eve went and cheated and started this whole fucked up ass game of shallow and surface dwelling (yeaa I take it there) did we start getting this "self respect" and idea of needing ur own alone time..I'm half on both ideas. How can any of us really think we're alone when we know and somewhat understand the idea of the controlled flow of information?
I said all that to say..listen, y'all droppin all ur info on the social media sites, photos, and emotions, and ideals, and half naked bodies..and willingly doing it, passing ur information along to the infinite internet where nothing is ultimately deleted, but then u get mad if an adchoice is a lil 2 accurate..but then be pissed if it ain't..and blame ur technology, then beg for an advance on it..u either pick one side or the other. I digress tho..
So of course..there are some that only decide to display a small piece of their character, whether it be, what sign they are, or if they wana be the inspirational type, or the conspiracy theorist, or the good reverend passin along the word, or even some kinda "self and others" proclaimed genius creating their own lane with their own ideas based off of breaking the fourth wall and progressive character development..*smirk*
Since this is all connected..and I like privacy as much as the next human being, I themed my journey on the internet just for structural purposes..Spidey is an African Percussionist given the gift from God to be able to tap into the deepest parts of his internal infinite to creatively spread the word, via stageskills and in this case..strategically placing words and associating fun thoughts that can reach ones inner child, some dormant and locked away in the mind, and others open and ready for a new playmate. And that's IT! No need for news updates and complaining about current events, but a definite want for updates on new mary janes, and gwens, and felicias. And its all really inspired by friends that need that inspiration from someone else because they get in creative slumps at times..they turned to me, and because I'm the type of friend that I am..I suited up, put the mask on and said I'm gonna help my ppl get inspired again.
So now..fast forward, I ran out of ideas to speak on maintaining damage control, got the idea for the approach, and that's literally what ppl wana see anyway on social media websites...an approach, and a rejection, or acceptance..just some kind of interesting story that feels real but has no backlash on them whatsoever. With some ideas and tweeks it took hold..and of course with the help of your ideas kittyyyyy=p, its been able to evolve into probably the "coolest self help" section anybodies ever run into..
Hold on..%herekittykitty
Btw..as far as that inquisition goes, and all this "demonic" talk...plz pay attention to the word THEME, I mean..feel how u feel, but use ur common sense, the pursuit of knowledge is never ending. One day..I'm gonna be able to explain in better detail, til then...plz get over that, cause had that not popped up, then you'd be moving on this an entirely different way..I'll even do u one better, check and see when that "name" was given to that idea..and then if u ballsy enuff, then u would kno that the "idea" is a lot older than that name..meaning it was created by someone in this time..this generation, thus making it inaccurate, and nowhere near accepted. But we're gonna get into all of that by time for next approach..we'll talk soon
*swings off*

Versus Verses

For what its worth..just so u know, when u spoke on how u can't play both sides..it hit me, not in a bad way, but it made me revert back to the early yrs when my mom was attempting to bring a guy into her world, but he only wanted to see half of it. He wanted the secular, She wanted the pulpit, keepin it real idk who won that battle, but he was never heard of after that conversation. "U cant strattle the fence, you're either in...or out". My spidersense tells me exactly what happened, and ur a smart girl that obviously has gone thru similar situation(s), so I'll leave it to ur intuition to go ahead and tell that story to urself..just recall when I said, "u never know how much ur words can do for someone unless they tell u" then the crowd went "aww"...now down to business

20yrs in a baptist church, basically from birth, choir, usher board (president) upstate retreats, conferences, luncheons, fashion shows, vocal lessons workin on pitch and octave, piano lessons..the list goes on
*smirk*
Untold amount of yrs rippin and runnin the streets meeting new ppl, making jokes, partying, fraternizing, publically displaying affection, "breaking the law" and finding every loophole in the "Girl Code" just to show how much more dominant the male species can be at a game that the woman arguably started (see: genesis) cheating at first
Now what if I told u that both of those sides happened in relatively the same time intervals? Am I wrong for growing up and gaining the experiences necessary to make great decisions as an adult? Show me a virgin mary at the church and ima paint u a mental portrait of this same girl after service, den ima show u the picture that jr. Deacon sent from the balcony from 20mins ago while everyone had they eyes closed for prayer..my point is that there are some wrongs, that just aren't wrong in the eyes of some and even most in MOST cases, like some ppl believe in God, some believe that Jesus is God, some believe that Jesus is God's son, some believe that Jesus is a reincarnate of some older prophet who recognized their christ consciousness. We all know that reincarnation is a very evil idea in some religious denominations, meanwhile, others look at reincarnation as a gift from God to continue the cycle of life..who's wrong?  I mean since we're already here and literally in love with our physical as much as we are then let's think...u come from the land, says God, and then when u die, u go back to the very land in which u came, we don't need to get into the graphics behind it because that's obviously the scary part, but atheists believe in things like ur gonna end up a tree after ur physical burns itself out..goin back to the land in which we came? Are those guys wrong? They don't even claim God in their lives, but they got 2key components down, the idea of going back to the land, and at least BELIEVING in something.

This whole idea of dualism is as manmade as whatever u decide is fictional in ur life, we've got good and evil, and we're forced to believe that only one should exist, ever heard of "the other"? well..u can't have one of those without one, get it? We wouldn't kno what good was unless we had something bad as its counterpart, good and bad are as unified as you me and our shadows. We downplay darkness but love our skintone. We utilize a lot of asian-born ideals, but then we disregard the yinyang..balance. "in the beginning God created the heavens and the earth"....same exact time, now what's the difference if spirituality resides here and all around us? The manmade idea around this is that because of our "earthly limitations" we must have received less than what heaven has. Ordained ministers preaching that we're weaker and have to lower ourselves to be accepted. Humble yourself..maybe, lower your standards to appease some deity you've been convinced into believing you've never met? I'm not too sure, only because if God is ever present then I'm sure we've met.

We think of this idea of dualism and see one good side and one bad side..as per society's rule of law, but society is internal, we've had this convo, and if we don't wana go there, then you haven't even met everyone on this planet to really know what the majority of society believes forreal. Let's take the "war on terror" for example, I support the safety of people around the globe..as does the military, the question for the majority is "who supports the murder of innocent human beings?" The realer question is, "what makes them guilty in the first place?" Ima leave that up2 u again..
Necessary evils make the world go round says some..how can we be a great nation with access to a plethora of resources as in food and water and shelter and clothing and even the same cotton that ur dollar bill is made of without first establishing some kind of dominance speaking softly with a big stick? The spot of the best is always being chased by someone..employee, student, business, corporation, singer, actor, rapper, and yes..even a nation. Had the greatest nation not made the moves they made, then only God knows what the world would look like now, dnt be mad cause someone had an idea and it worked out for them..u want change? Come with a better idea. These are actually valid arguments from real ppl..
Porn can be a necessary evil..and we're gonna spend as little time as possible here, but really..sex tapes all over the internet of the same ppl you've danced in the mirror 2, if they're doin it, then why do u view it as wrong? Because you wouldn't make the same decision that some girls made to get thru college? Or keep some money in they pocket? The casting couch has saved plenty of boring weekends and payed plenty of bills I'm sure..can u really judge someone who chooses a path different than urs? The answer is no..because u can't judge, which is what the newer aged versions of the bible are based around..earthly judgment
Kirk Franklin is addicted to pornography, is he a bad man now? Big super holy church man...mr stomp himself, can't get enuff of the ebony beauties on the screen with they clothes off, do I judge him for whatever he enjoys in his privacy? Do any of us judge each other for the secret lives we live behind closed doors after hours with or without company? None of us admit to a lot of this but we ALL know these sides of ourselves exist, only thing that doesn't solidify any of it is our perception of time and the idea of us minding our own business..while we're on the topic of sex in the church again allow me to state an observation I made while I visited churches near and far across counties and the country..most of the well known spiritually empowered youth of the church are questionably homosexual, DO NOT DISAGREE WITH FACT! We've all seen it..we've all seen it masked, and we've all seen a bad job done at masking it. Now seriously..how am I supposed to feel as a new member that knows damn well God ain't down wit that gay stuff? Do I believe that this person is goin to the "basement" because of gaysex? Maybe it was the fornication before any of that that guarantees his way into the basement..oh wait no, he's redeemed for his sins because he told the lord sorry and asked for forgiveness. But is redemption really the right call since we don't really know if gay dude is goin straight and narrow? Gay dudes in the church been happenin forever, BLATANTLY BREAKING the rules and guidelines placed on this planet by God, king james and his writers somewhere in the 1600s..
I'm sure by now u get the jist of what's being said here, duality is all in ur definition of it, its gonna always boil down to your code of ethics and its probably gonna be popular in ur circle, but not really much in other circles..honestly, not bashing..but when u do your history you'd come to find out that what's been handed to OUR NEIGHBORHOOD is just an old story created after we docked in south carolina all those yrs ago (amistad). I promise that I'm not saying leave ur belief, all I'm puttin on the table here is the idea of acceptance and the inquisition of other realms of thought religious leaders have been promoting for themselves and the good of ppl all over for yrs now. TRUST ME, I know and can feel the reluctance..but really, with all of the times you've sinned, and been forgiven, would learning what christ learned be all that bad? He listened to everyones opinion because he knew the truth of every matter, everything these ppl are claiming to not have or need already exists, they just need to know it exists..
(pardon no photos, u took enough in ur mind when u read this..we'll get back on the approach in time, got some fun ideas set up for the summer, in the meantime tho business is always beckoning, so dnt go crazy if I'm out saving the day like always..u kno the saying, "with great power...blah blah blah")

Saving the day is cool and all..

Who plays the role of the unsung hero? I think we all take that spot once or twice in our lives and either we can live with it, or we just simply cannot. attracting our situation then what feeling are we chasing? Fulfillment? How good must it feel to completely go unnoticed even though u played the biggest role in the whole situation? Is it the always elusive ego? Could be...we spend our lives chasing it

..Some say that the ego is the cause for all suffering, blind to dictation the ego goes with the rules of the majority but then at the same time the rules of itself, funniest thing about the ego..its about as visible as the society we all defend, "No!! (insert disagreement)" "I think that (insert contradiction)" I'm not gonna go into the whole conversation of morals and ethics because its silly, everyone on this planet does wtf they want, they decide to live by a code of conduct early on..some based off of parenting, others based off of experiences, some with both, but all of that comes from the manmade idea of the ego. 
Now in my opinion i believe that the ego is just as real as ur consciousness, because its your consciousness that created it in the first place, u never literally see ur ego, u see the event created by u because of ur ego, the left and right brain work as a team all day every day, just like logic and intuition, as should ur consciousness or self, and ego. So many of us place our ego's in charge of our lives only believing that our code of ethics is the rightest one, because our lives have been just that luminous that if everyone follows our guidelines on living, then they 2 can have a luminous lifestyle. These ideals inevitably meet resistance by law of probability, and depending on the status or rank of that person in said event, the ego of the more dominant person wins, and one ego walks away stroked and massaged, another walks off either broken and satisfied, or scarred and in want of a rematch. Think about it..ever made a bad decision that seemed excellent at first?  It doesn't really matter much because every decision is one based off of what experience can be gained. So now thinking a bit more logically, the guess I'm gonna make can compare to what music does to us over time. Listenin to heartbreak songs in the earlier going of ur adolescence creates the spark in ur subconscious to go thru with bringing a similar situation into ur outter world, same thing can be said for being an unsung hero, watchin movies where the good guy doesn't get paid attention to eventually makes u that good guy.. Being a hero myself (mainly unsung by choice) I can say it totally can get to someone who wants to feel wanted needed and accepted, and that's what everyones on, we thrive for attention, and personally..the attention and NOW get comes mainly from the observers, not the attention seekers. I know a sHERO..started unsung, and then worked her way up. She even saved me a few times, id never tell her, but she totally got me out of my creative slump I was in..funniest thing is, I have to convince her that she's a hero..and we're doin that now. The idea is to open her imagination up to the ideas beyond what her surroundings are telling her. She's a tiger...raised by lamb if u will..she's fearless! But she doesn't wana accept it because of whatever she's gone thru. Being a hero is cool and all..but for this case I've gotta actually work a lil harder to convince her of her gift....its gone so far that she's almost lookin at this entire thing backwards, so I had to play the role of a badguy just to get her attention, and so starts the upward climb of showing that none is what it seems..almost, Google is real, spiderman is real, everything else can be put together with thought..and with this mission, the funny thing about it is...with the good deed I'm doing, noone will ever know, exxxxxxcept the good folks comin to see what I got 2 say, feels unsung..

she said..."call me cat" *eyebrow*....cat u say?

this is so easy, remember that time when i had said "get over yourself"......lol *str8face* i meant it. 
Come onnnnn son, like, yea ur cute and all, but i think you've got the message here veryyyyyy twisted, so plz..remember we're broadcasting mentally here, so think...silence, blogging..
*eyebrow* cat got my tongue....cheers to that?

 

lol excellent.....this is fact "we see as we are" meaning anything going on in our external world is totally happening internally first..hence us attracting our situations, like...our thoughts of ourselves matter most..hol on

What is matter? Elementary science tells us that matter is a solid liquid or gas. Dictionary.com says ahem

(intransitive verb)

1. to be of importance

(noun)

1. the substance of which a physical object consists

2. trouble

3. pus

4. subject of concern or discussion

5. dull surface or finish 

Of all of those, we can all deduce that the most accurate correlation between those 2 are number one...hol on

Our thoughts, are a physical object...are we really bickering over who believes in the same thing? or person..or deity, because the same thing..or person..or deity said so? listen..thats all just silly, are we all brainwashed? who's training ur mind? are u doing it? or are u allowing someone collecting your money do it..im gonna be honest and say both, and the same goes for me, and guess what else..we both get to choose exactly how much training we go thru, its called the television..or the radio..or books. Are u righter than i am because ur mind training technique says something different than mines?...hol on, purposed reword..Are u righter than i am because ur mind training technique is interpreted by you by way of ur surrounding majority? whats the surrounding majority when we all cant fit inside 4walls? last time i checked we were on a globe sweetheart, and the universe is always expanding, and if the creator wanted to stop it then of course he could, and restart it if the creator wanted to..what happens to us? we continue..lol hol on, no clear depiction of what that dude in the basement looks like..remember the first noun and the intransitive verb, how can u have a thought of someone who doesnt exist? stop..how can u have a picture of someone who u dont have an accurate mental portrait of? they say this dude in the basement attacks mentally..(are u decoding correctly? im here to help u) "duppy kno who fi frighten"??? cmon son, das all u internally.......so real..we see as we are, what part of u internally brings u to continue reading?..lol %herekittykitty

We're consciousness..bio tells us that, school tells us that, u gon tell u me u spent all this money on school just to disagree with it at the end of the day? Never the memorization as much as the life application, think with logic..AND intuition, because that's what our creator given consciousness is...not some super negative mastermind with hopes to completely take over the planet...its too many of us to fall for some dumb shit like that honestly, and that's where i come in..because i see damsels like yourself, all around the city, just movin wit the cause..and i show them the effect, which is another cause in itself, and so is on with the world, or universe, or whatever u feel like callin it..its really all internal, that mustard seed faith..or small belief. thats really all it boils down to..so question kitty, whats the effect? Nonsensical back and forths about why if we're all living? When we all have the "same emotions"?? When we can go thru all of the same situations individually and figure out that we had the same exact set of emotions that somebody else had that went thru the same thing? Feel wrong yet? Feel like u gettin pressed? Back on the wall? 

Well take it easy...ur cause creates the effect of 2 ppl literally going where they wouldnt regularly take their minds to inspire those "same emotions" in other ppl..across the planet. INSPIRED CREATIVITY..was it the word invitation that got u? sparked the whole inquisition in the first place? well i mean...duh invitation to frikkin start gettin more creative, idc that u do what u do..i think its cool, especially with ur ability in the performing arts, remember..this is deeper than some freewheelamity, wayy deeper than some baptistpentacost, we're HERE...from THERE!!..think about that, over THERE, all we did was perform, FOR EVERYTHING..its addictive, we had fun, enjoyed everything and celebrated every moment of this life, u think ur skill is just by chance? u think my talent is by choice? this is IN us cat..wayyyy before we even made it here, its been in us....u can take it all the way back to the earliest days, u knew u was doin it, i knew i was doin it, like...it just WAS. Are u gonna let our babysitters force u 2 4get that? There's just as much text on your side as there is in kabul's side, its all whatever we let....matter. 

Perception is reality..u think this is all you?? now what if i said choose a side? would that make u feel like its still all u? Real question is, with all of the shadesofbrown in the %colorspectrum of this planet, and knowing how i feel about my craft..how much credit are u willing to take? remember that.."get over yourself"? I can tell u that  that could be either one, i'd never tell..but it should be obvious that both of us picked ur side a long time ago..you've been around for so long....and i know that we have some things in common, so i just figured you'd appreciate the amount of skill i put into literally showing u..how one skiil can be used to create amazing works of mental art...thoughts. So how can u apply this to u life? Hint: fearful ignorance isnt an acceptable answer