..Some say that the ego is the cause for all suffering, blind to dictation the ego goes with the rules of the majority but then at the same time the rules of itself, funniest thing about the ego..its about as visible as the society we all defend, "No!! (insert disagreement)" "I think that (insert contradiction)" I'm not gonna go into the whole conversation of morals and ethics because its silly, everyone on this planet does wtf they want, they decide to live by a code of conduct early on..some based off of parenting, others based off of experiences, some with both, but all of that comes from the manmade idea of the ego.
Now in my opinion i believe that the ego is just as real as ur consciousness, because its your consciousness that created it in the first place, u never literally see ur ego, u see the event created by u because of ur ego, the left and right brain work as a team all day every day, just like logic and intuition, as should ur consciousness or self, and ego. So many of us place our ego's in charge of our lives only believing that our code of ethics is the rightest one, because our lives have been just that luminous that if everyone follows our guidelines on living, then they 2 can have a luminous lifestyle. These ideals inevitably meet resistance by law of probability, and depending on the status or rank of that person in said event, the ego of the more dominant person wins, and one ego walks away stroked and massaged, another walks off either broken and satisfied, or scarred and in want of a rematch. Think about it..ever made a bad decision that seemed excellent at first? It doesn't really matter much because every decision is one based off of what experience can be gained. So now thinking a bit more logically, the guess I'm gonna make can compare to what music does to us over time. Listenin to heartbreak songs in the earlier going of ur adolescence creates the spark in ur subconscious to go thru with bringing a similar situation into ur outter world, same thing can be said for being an unsung hero, watchin movies where the good guy doesn't get paid attention to eventually makes u that good guy.. Being a hero myself (mainly unsung by choice) I can say it totally can get to someone who wants to feel wanted needed and accepted, and that's what everyones on, we thrive for attention, and personally..the attention and NOW get comes mainly from the observers, not the attention seekers. I know a sHERO..started unsung, and then worked her way up. She even saved me a few times, id never tell her, but she totally got me out of my creative slump I was in..funniest thing is, I have to convince her that she's a hero..and we're doin that now. The idea is to open her imagination up to the ideas beyond what her surroundings are telling her. She's a tiger...raised by lamb if u will..she's fearless! But she doesn't wana accept it because of whatever she's gone thru. Being a hero is cool and all..but for this case I've gotta actually work a lil harder to convince her of her gift....its gone so far that she's almost lookin at this entire thing backwards, so I had to play the role of a badguy just to get her attention, and so starts the upward climb of showing that none is what it seems..almost, Google is real, spiderman is real, everything else can be put together with thought..and with this mission, the funny thing about it is...with the good deed I'm doing, noone will ever know, exxxxxxcept the good folks comin to see what I got 2 say, feels unsung..
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