Saving the day is cool and all..

Who plays the role of the unsung hero? I think we all take that spot once or twice in our lives and either we can live with it, or we just simply cannot. attracting our situation then what feeling are we chasing? Fulfillment? How good must it feel to completely go unnoticed even though u played the biggest role in the whole situation? Is it the always elusive ego? Could be...we spend our lives chasing it

..Some say that the ego is the cause for all suffering, blind to dictation the ego goes with the rules of the majority but then at the same time the rules of itself, funniest thing about the ego..its about as visible as the society we all defend, "No!! (insert disagreement)" "I think that (insert contradiction)" I'm not gonna go into the whole conversation of morals and ethics because its silly, everyone on this planet does wtf they want, they decide to live by a code of conduct early on..some based off of parenting, others based off of experiences, some with both, but all of that comes from the manmade idea of the ego. 
Now in my opinion i believe that the ego is just as real as ur consciousness, because its your consciousness that created it in the first place, u never literally see ur ego, u see the event created by u because of ur ego, the left and right brain work as a team all day every day, just like logic and intuition, as should ur consciousness or self, and ego. So many of us place our ego's in charge of our lives only believing that our code of ethics is the rightest one, because our lives have been just that luminous that if everyone follows our guidelines on living, then they 2 can have a luminous lifestyle. These ideals inevitably meet resistance by law of probability, and depending on the status or rank of that person in said event, the ego of the more dominant person wins, and one ego walks away stroked and massaged, another walks off either broken and satisfied, or scarred and in want of a rematch. Think about it..ever made a bad decision that seemed excellent at first?  It doesn't really matter much because every decision is one based off of what experience can be gained. So now thinking a bit more logically, the guess I'm gonna make can compare to what music does to us over time. Listenin to heartbreak songs in the earlier going of ur adolescence creates the spark in ur subconscious to go thru with bringing a similar situation into ur outter world, same thing can be said for being an unsung hero, watchin movies where the good guy doesn't get paid attention to eventually makes u that good guy.. Being a hero myself (mainly unsung by choice) I can say it totally can get to someone who wants to feel wanted needed and accepted, and that's what everyones on, we thrive for attention, and personally..the attention and NOW get comes mainly from the observers, not the attention seekers. I know a sHERO..started unsung, and then worked her way up. She even saved me a few times, id never tell her, but she totally got me out of my creative slump I was in..funniest thing is, I have to convince her that she's a hero..and we're doin that now. The idea is to open her imagination up to the ideas beyond what her surroundings are telling her. She's a tiger...raised by lamb if u will..she's fearless! But she doesn't wana accept it because of whatever she's gone thru. Being a hero is cool and all..but for this case I've gotta actually work a lil harder to convince her of her gift....its gone so far that she's almost lookin at this entire thing backwards, so I had to play the role of a badguy just to get her attention, and so starts the upward climb of showing that none is what it seems..almost, Google is real, spiderman is real, everything else can be put together with thought..and with this mission, the funny thing about it is...with the good deed I'm doing, noone will ever know, exxxxxxcept the good folks comin to see what I got 2 say, feels unsung..

she said..."call me cat" *eyebrow*....cat u say?

this is so easy, remember that time when i had said "get over yourself"......lol *str8face* i meant it. 
Come onnnnn son, like, yea ur cute and all, but i think you've got the message here veryyyyyy twisted, so plz..remember we're broadcasting mentally here, so think...silence, blogging..
*eyebrow* cat got my tongue....cheers to that?

 

lol excellent.....this is fact "we see as we are" meaning anything going on in our external world is totally happening internally first..hence us attracting our situations, like...our thoughts of ourselves matter most..hol on

What is matter? Elementary science tells us that matter is a solid liquid or gas. Dictionary.com says ahem

(intransitive verb)

1. to be of importance

(noun)

1. the substance of which a physical object consists

2. trouble

3. pus

4. subject of concern or discussion

5. dull surface or finish 

Of all of those, we can all deduce that the most accurate correlation between those 2 are number one...hol on

Our thoughts, are a physical object...are we really bickering over who believes in the same thing? or person..or deity, because the same thing..or person..or deity said so? listen..thats all just silly, are we all brainwashed? who's training ur mind? are u doing it? or are u allowing someone collecting your money do it..im gonna be honest and say both, and the same goes for me, and guess what else..we both get to choose exactly how much training we go thru, its called the television..or the radio..or books. Are u righter than i am because ur mind training technique says something different than mines?...hol on, purposed reword..Are u righter than i am because ur mind training technique is interpreted by you by way of ur surrounding majority? whats the surrounding majority when we all cant fit inside 4walls? last time i checked we were on a globe sweetheart, and the universe is always expanding, and if the creator wanted to stop it then of course he could, and restart it if the creator wanted to..what happens to us? we continue..lol hol on, no clear depiction of what that dude in the basement looks like..remember the first noun and the intransitive verb, how can u have a thought of someone who doesnt exist? stop..how can u have a picture of someone who u dont have an accurate mental portrait of? they say this dude in the basement attacks mentally..(are u decoding correctly? im here to help u) "duppy kno who fi frighten"??? cmon son, das all u internally.......so real..we see as we are, what part of u internally brings u to continue reading?..lol %herekittykitty

We're consciousness..bio tells us that, school tells us that, u gon tell u me u spent all this money on school just to disagree with it at the end of the day? Never the memorization as much as the life application, think with logic..AND intuition, because that's what our creator given consciousness is...not some super negative mastermind with hopes to completely take over the planet...its too many of us to fall for some dumb shit like that honestly, and that's where i come in..because i see damsels like yourself, all around the city, just movin wit the cause..and i show them the effect, which is another cause in itself, and so is on with the world, or universe, or whatever u feel like callin it..its really all internal, that mustard seed faith..or small belief. thats really all it boils down to..so question kitty, whats the effect? Nonsensical back and forths about why if we're all living? When we all have the "same emotions"?? When we can go thru all of the same situations individually and figure out that we had the same exact set of emotions that somebody else had that went thru the same thing? Feel wrong yet? Feel like u gettin pressed? Back on the wall? 

Well take it easy...ur cause creates the effect of 2 ppl literally going where they wouldnt regularly take their minds to inspire those "same emotions" in other ppl..across the planet. INSPIRED CREATIVITY..was it the word invitation that got u? sparked the whole inquisition in the first place? well i mean...duh invitation to frikkin start gettin more creative, idc that u do what u do..i think its cool, especially with ur ability in the performing arts, remember..this is deeper than some freewheelamity, wayy deeper than some baptistpentacost, we're HERE...from THERE!!..think about that, over THERE, all we did was perform, FOR EVERYTHING..its addictive, we had fun, enjoyed everything and celebrated every moment of this life, u think ur skill is just by chance? u think my talent is by choice? this is IN us cat..wayyyy before we even made it here, its been in us....u can take it all the way back to the earliest days, u knew u was doin it, i knew i was doin it, like...it just WAS. Are u gonna let our babysitters force u 2 4get that? There's just as much text on your side as there is in kabul's side, its all whatever we let....matter. 

Perception is reality..u think this is all you?? now what if i said choose a side? would that make u feel like its still all u? Real question is, with all of the shadesofbrown in the %colorspectrum of this planet, and knowing how i feel about my craft..how much credit are u willing to take? remember that.."get over yourself"? I can tell u that  that could be either one, i'd never tell..but it should be obvious that both of us picked ur side a long time ago..you've been around for so long....and i know that we have some things in common, so i just figured you'd appreciate the amount of skill i put into literally showing u..how one skiil can be used to create amazing works of mental art...thoughts. So how can u apply this to u life? Hint: fearful ignorance isnt an acceptable answer